Friday, September 5, 2014

Hurmm

Lantak korglah..
Aku pn malas
Nk buli aku bulilah, nnt ngadap Allah jawab sendiri
Rasa penat sgt...how i wosh to resign

Thursday, September 4, 2014

Get out from the sea!!

Other people enjoying their life
N I'm stuck here crying of myself
I can't be like this forever
Trying to reach the beach
And start everything over
Hoping for His help

Thursday, August 28, 2014

Give up

I know I have been disturbing everyone
Maybe now, for them I'm a mess
But for me I'm already a mess for these past few years
How u feel annoyed wif me
I'm more annoyed to myself
I know this sound stupid and selfish
But, 
The more all of u giving up on me
The more I'm giving up on myself

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Just like before

Its time to stop
Relying on others
But can't stop make others happy
Because that is just me
How many time they stabbing me
How deep they stab me this time
Its will never change the nature of me
He make me like that
Either its a gift or a punish
I don't know
Its time for me to withdraw
The help never meant for me
I have to live with it
Just like before

Az-huRt

A stupid person is me

Di sini aku berhenti
Terjatuh meratap nasib diri
Harapan diberi menggunung
Namun semua hanyalah topeng
Mungkin aku terlihat kuat
Seribu daya ku himpun untuk berdiri
Semuanya itu untuk kalian
Namun, satu jentikan menghancurkan semua

Hidup aku sentiasa ku abadikan
Untuk membuat kalian bahagia
Yang aku pinta hanyalah sedari aku
Tapi mungkin permintaanku sangat berat
Kerana takdir Allah
Aku hanya akan berhadapan dengan kekecewaan

Pergilah kalian
Berbahagialah
Tidak akan ku ganggu kalian lagi
Biarlah aku sendiri di sini
Kerana aku sedar siapa aku..

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Come back

I just don't know why, what, where, who n how
Its just keep coming
The help I need currently not available
Don't want to mess her with all my feeling
Another thing, stop seperating us
I'll never give up on her as she never give up on me
Even its hurt
Let me alone handle it
As all of u never want to understand me
Just let me...

Friday, August 8, 2014

How hard it is

I don't know what to do
Seems like I'm just live for others
Thx to Allah as I'm still live for Him
I just want all of u to know and believe
That I am giving my best to keep myself breathing. 
But I'm facing my limit
This heart had stand such pain for a long time
I know the burden it hold
Really heavy as I'm always felt that it is dropping down
I'm too tired to run but I'm giving my best to walk.